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Wednesday, September 17, 2003
i am in a mess. it has left me wanting more air and space for myself. i can't seem to concentrate on what i want to do, never mind what it happened to be. yet i don't see any solution for the problem. not currently.
there are just so many things to be done. maybe stress is a major factor at work here. i have to change this. i can't just let myself drift through day by day. life isn't just about getting by one day at a time. at least not for me. i guess one of the most tiring things about staying alive is that you have make a conscious effort to keep yourself in gear; to give yourself a little push whenever you find the tension slacking. until it snaps. then you can rest.
there are just so many things to be done. maybe stress is a major factor at work here. i have to change this. i can't just let myself drift through day by day. life isn't just about getting by one day at a time. at least not for me. i guess one of the most tiring things about staying alive is that you have make a conscious effort to keep yourself in gear; to give yourself a little push whenever you find the tension slacking. until it snaps. then you can rest.
